OK thats wat i m gonna write todae.. so long since i come online..to blog.. hai many many things happen but i wont blog everything down. hahas.. cuz the main topuic is HIM.. lol.. k i want to write this blog for him. I remember when we start to meet. It was september thats when we start to chat.. we have many happy moments though sometimes because of each other jealousy which make some cuts in our "relationship"..n bi ci get hurt...hahas.. hai... i realise he dont belong to me anymore... i juz have this feeling that he dont belongs to me... he is juz waiting for me to say the word leave isnt it...T_T...so many things i cant understand. N i dont know y he said all those to me.. asking me.. like i m trying to hint him to leave?.. but is not!!!... or he juz fall for someone else n dont wan to be the first to say...i m sad....so many questions he asked me... do he trust me?...y ... y.. muz he make me so unhappy.... i shall stop contacting him...for now...this period.. maybe because its too complicated.... hai no mood to write le.. shall stop will continue next time... T_T hahas upload some photos.