HELLO!! Ytd was the last day of the school for this semester!!! Oh nooo!! i dont wanna grow up!! Anyways nth much to update, my exams are coming n i need to start studying already!!! ahhh!!! I am thinking if i should go overseas during the holidays, my mum will definitely want me to go china or hongkong, as long as anywhere that is near her? Hmm.. but i want to go thailand more, i have many friends there and i didnt go back there for more than 3 years!!! My life is so boring, school school and school... n my relationship is so unstable.. so many tiffs, less talking and more ignoring. Its getting very annoying and irritating to me. I realise that he isnt that type of guy that i want.. and i dont know what to do? I'm getting used to the kind of lifestyle i am in now, but i am worried if i'd be able to walk off just like that. Why are we bothered with love if it nvr last? Is this part of growing up? i guess so.. I dont know how to explain my feelings in words. Its like i miss hanging out with friends more, i miss sweet msgs, i miss so many things, and love is taking all away from me. I hate being upset about him, i hate nagging at him for doing sth wrong, i hate him being rude, i tried my best to change him, but what did i get? haiz.. Can anyone tell me what to do, i really want to walk away, but it just keep coming and chasing me .. i dont know what to do. Why didnt i met someone better before i met him, why did i rush into a relationship when i dont know him well, why?? I tried to accept his flaws, but i realise i cant. It is effing hard i tell u!! I am pretty sure its sooner or later, we will nvr last. I know, because i've been through the same thing so many times, the number of time i cried its countless. And i think i should open my opportunity to someone better when the time comes, i am definitely not going to keep myself feeling so miserable anymore. When he doesnt treasure u well or make u happy, why should u stay? Just move on silly! I tell myself so many times, n yea its probably hard to let it go at this time but when we grow up i believe i deserve someone better, someone who doesnt give up n tries his best to make his girl happy, plan all special days in a romantic way, and think like a man! I hate it when i have to be the man n think and plan everything. FML OKAY! I need to be alone now . EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS

Happy chinese new year!!! Share some photos taken during CNY:) I ATE ALOT!!! So i'm currently on a diet ! hehe! Nth to update, hmmm.. i am so not excited for the up-coming exams.. arrr!!! goodnight and have a great weekend!

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Jian ee look really good with his new hairstyle!!














Last few weeks i've been busy preparing my 3 dearest bdays...I hope they enjoyed themselves as much as i do! The cards took me some time to think n do hehe.Is 2.58am now just finish hanging my washed clothes, so lazy to blog... bye! goodnight!! will be back soon!! Happy chinese new year everyone!!! I'll be alone this CNY.. no family with me.. only friends. But that is good enough hehe, will blog soon!